Absence

I haven't blogged in a while. 


I think I've forgotten what's important recently. Not that blogging's truly important; but my thoughts are, and so is the time I take for myself. 

I feel an affinity with this picture that I've found recently. I'm this little girl at the moment.

 I've found something truly amazing. It's alluding and mystical. It's beautiful and spiritual. It's wise. And is full of the promise of protection. But protection comes as part of a dichotony with danger... and that part scares me. It could hurt me at any point. 

But I'm the girl in this picture. 

I'm finally reaching out and embracing something that's scaring me. I recognize the promise and the warmth, and I just want to touch it: to embrace it's wisdom, older than mine; to understand its world, just as complex as mine; and to love it for who it is, because i know it loves me for who I am.